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Kensington Homework W1-2 part I Y140

Homework Week 2

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This is my first homework in the Kensington, so I try to do both week's.
My name is Maties and all one has to know about me, that I am a weirdo. I mean this is the most important. All other things come after, but honestly thanks to the first, not much people care about the others.
I'm from the Seven Seas. I don't know my original parents, maybe they were pirates. So was I. My dad found me there, with a book and adopted me from there. I was a little child, maybe 4 years old?
I could not talk, but.. I do speak Pirate lingo, English and my own language. I was "reading" very early, which means I communicated very weird for years, by images, none really understood me. Sometimes I feel still not. If something feels bad or difficult, I still rather talk by my own non-verbal way. Or talk in "read" English, with Pirate accent. My own English.
I have two friends, now we are in the same class finally again.
I love dancing, football and art, painting. One day I want to learn surfing to.. impress people.

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I have reacted many times in a negative way but I don't think it could have been handled differently back then, due my inabilities, that was the only way I knew. And I was scared of everything.
If nowadays I react badly.. no idea. The best is hiding. When none sees, none can hurt, not? I mean.. my bad reaction is hiding and desiring to be alone so I neither hurt others!
I could have talked to my dads or friends about it, but actually these would have made me feel just worse, and most importantly them, too. Or just hide in dad's hug?
But the older I am.. it is seen just childish I guess?

I wish to be someone... that is liked. By those I like. I.. just want to do all to please them, but when I try, then I just fail. And then I just hide again and it's a horrible circle.